I have decided to start a new blog. I have recently become aware that what we have been living through is not normal, and not my fault. What a strange thing to be admitting for me. I am such a strong person, I really don't know how it is I was sucked in for so long, and never realized it.
My new blog is about our (the children and I) trials and successes as we escape the abuse, and heal from it. You can read about it at http://ididntknowitwasabuse.blogspot.com/ .