14 May 2010

Just Keep Going

Everyone has been through days where they are plagued by thoughts that perhaps they made the wrong decisions once upon a time. Today has been one of those days for me. I wonder if I made the right decision all those years ago. I wonder if I have been defending some higher purpose, or just a lie. I wonder if I really have done my best, and if I have then why can't it have been better.

These days are a challenge. They are tear jerking, gut wrenching days. I'm not sure if it makes me feel any better to know that everyone has gone through days like this at some point.

So here I sit wondering where the other road might have gone.. wondering if it would have been any better. But that is a bittersweet thought. Even if it might have been better, it is not where I am now. And where I am now is just a single point on the path of my choices. I am in control of my choices, and therefore my path.

It is time to pick myself up, and dust myself off. It is time to look once again to the future, to where I am going. It is time to start taking little baby steps down that path toward my future, and just keep going.

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